So that delightful combination of morning sex, shower sex, and post-shower sex is a thing of the past.
Cuddling afterwards is also minimal, because I'm usually the one that has to jump up immediately to get ready for work or school.
I've had sex... twice? Three times in the last week? I've seen Ninja that many times.
It sucks a lot.
So, amended, this is my sex life when I finally have my boyfriend within arm's reach, but other shit gets in the way. My pussy is raging, but instead I have to read about Japanese history, or go to work, or any number of completely nonsexy things.
We had a bit of a talk about this, Ninja and I. See, we used to be together all the time. Almost daily. I had work, Ninja didn't have a job much of the time. So I'd go see him every night, and we'd hang out during the weekends, and so on. We had all the free time in the world, and whenever his roommate was gone we'd be at it in the bed and I got to slowly explore my desires.
But life's not like that, now. We're both in school full-time, and work any number of days per week, and it's only proper to have friends on the side in addition to homework time. It's a lucky thing we box together, but he's hardly been going to that.
It's embarassing that... I guess he's more mature to acknowledge that, whereas I envisioned nights out on the town, sharing a bed, showering together, and calling to see how the other was when we were apart for days at a time.
It's funny: even though he's finally close to me, finally here... I miss him more than when we were hundreds of miles apart. I guess it is silly.
That's the price of growing up and trying to ensure a future, though, right? Sacrifices. We need to get through this before travelling the world and being amazing artists. Or whatever will happen.
But, hell! Masturbating doesn't cut it in the slightest. I've even started to give up on it.
But I'm horny, and it's my only option, so I'm going to go play with myself.
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