Elusive Orgasms

We were crunched between my wall and spooning when he started playing with my clit. Ooh. "You close? You gonna cum all over my cock?"

Those naughty words, they drive me crazy. The thing is... I'd never done it.

WHAT?!

Confused? That's right, I am one of the most knowledgable about the fact that sex isn't all about orgasms. Sure, I masturbate to high heaven. But I haven't ever cum from sex. Not oral, not PIV, nothin'. Up until last Sunday, I'd only masturbated in the presence of Ninja once before (though he's the owner of a couple videos from when we were a LDR).

It seems odd. It even strikes me as odd. We've been together well over a year and a half and he'd only once seen my O-face. Almost appalling, right?

But no, it's not. It doesn't bother me. He makes me feel the most amazing things and tries, tries, tries--it just doesn't happen. And that's totally okay, because I still can't keep from moaning.

But this time, after his hand got tired, he placed mine there. What, he was serious?

Well, it's not like I don't want to cum. So I started rubbing.. and god damn did it take forever! I can sometimes get myself off in under two minutes (the so-called "two minute method") but part of the "problem" with sex is that it feels so different. It gets me swollen and wet like crazy, and when I play with myself I just don't get that way. So it took probably upwards of a half an hour.

During that time we adjusted our position, and I got anxious and embarassed that it was taking forever and he would fall asleep on me (three orgasms would do that to me, too) but he assured me to do it, do it, do it. So I got comfortable...

It ebbed and flowed.. closer.. farther away... a distraction and I'd set myself back a couple rounds. But eventually I felt the tightening, tingling of pre-orgasm and Ninja snapped to attention and put himself inside me again. Oh, that felt extra-good.

And then I came and it was good and I felt amazing and then he started in and out and it felt SO GOOD. I had a passing thought about my roommates, if any were home I pitied them.

So, hey. I got three hours of loving, and had an orgasm. And he gave me a hickey, too. Right on my neck. It's faded by now... no one said anything... thank god. What am I, 12?

Unfortunately, though, we're going on another week without attention. Here's hoping this cycle breaks.