Today I have run into so many sexual references I could pull my hair out. Even down to looking at the hot chocolate package I had to describe (don't ask) to read that the Aztecs claimed it to be an aphorodisiac. One of my groupmates remarked about something being kinky, and then the other started listing synonyms. I, of course, kept my cover and remained attuned to the assignment.
It's not even that my body wants it - my brain wants it. Maybe one of these days I'll get to exploring this interesting, infuriating separation. I haven't successfully masturbated in going on three days. I think I'll try again tonight. Like, I have to put effort into it. Which sucks, but hey, I'll deal.
Of course, there is so much more to this than just observing the fact that my sex drive is not compatable with reality. Regardless, a lack of time/attention does not kill, believe it or not. Say, let us make the best of things and get in some playtime.
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