One Step Closer

He leaned back in his chair and I sat on his lap, appropriately nude and sliding down on his erection. I'm a clumsy girl and the position doesn't last, but he holds my hips and makes me happy.

He says, "And I bought some lubed condoms, so maybe we can try some..."

ANAL. YAY. I get excited. And proud. And happier. Not just any condoms, but lubed condoms! Smarty britches Ninja is.

The only thing holding us back, now that the mandatory condom issue is out of the way, is my own natural fear of the unknown and pain. There should be no pain, but I'm a scaredy-cat anyway.

We didn't go any further that night, but I'm guessing soon we'll get down to business. Just, you know, one step at a time.