Man, I kind of feel like I write about the same ol' thing here. I want to do [this] but I can't/don't know how/am scared. I've been with Ninja for three years now (shy a few weeks), and I hate that I'm still caught up inside myself. It's through no fault of his own, and sadly it's all on me.
Despite my bitching and whining here, I am deliriously happy and satisfied at any given moment. I love him, and I hope I can give him all the fire and passion I keep reserved to my writing and my fantasies. Lord knows I want to.
Architect Roommate is gone for about a week more, maybe I'll kick it up a notch and take advantage of our alone time... maybe
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